Train of thought

Sometimes being too comfortable with yourself has disadvantages. In the long run, when you need the company of others, they are simply not there. I spend my time and energy on people I dislike, 5 days a week. People think I’m the “studious and ’straight’ guy” but they don’t know how many times I’ve told them to go fuck themselves.. all in my mind of course. One must be mindful of the consequences of being too straightforward. But negative energy has to go somewhere… and most of the time it’s spent cursing behind their back.

Somehow my unrevealing nature makes me look boring. Somehow there will always be people that will like to play pranks on me, like spraying water while I’m trying to take a shower. People may get playfully pissed when you play pranks on them, but with people I don’t really think of as ‘friends’, I get really pissed. The kind of anger with murderous intent.

Sometimes it’s hard to take things at face value. One can’t help notice subtle things in advertisements. Like the BK 7inch burger. Doesn’t the advertisement looks like a girl staring at something.. that is ‘long, juicy’ and will ‘blow’ her mind? Then you say, that just means you have a perverted mind. But then, it is a fact that the ad designers made it that way. Don’t blame me for actually noticing.

Other times, you wonder if you’re just reading too much into things. But maybe advertisers (other adverts, not the blatantly obvious BK one mind you) are just being super subtle. It is truly a blur line.